a message


So what can you do.
to make them remember you.
as a good person.
not the one they talk about.



mistakes stay.
and erasing them is such a hard step to take. Proving you care about each and everyone of them, when they forget. Perhaps all those door closed for a reason. perhaps I just need to find time. not rewind it. just find time, to learn. from everything. and stay strong. But to let it also go, learn to let it all out. learn to cry. for real...
I once thought about every person that I've ever met, and what trace i left on them.
I once realized that I could have done better with each one of them. to leave more good on their heart.
They all say that there are good and bad people. but not to me. they all deserve love, and respect. everyone. and if i were to pass on a message, pass on a thought it would be just that.
There is too much hate in the world. selfishness. too much preoccupation. distractions...from the simple act of being yourself. and if i were to tell each person, something. it would be to make sure that you leave a honest trace of yourself, of the good inside you, on everyone you meet. life sometimes, does not seem to be about that at all. true say. but in the end, people remember someone for who they are. for who they become. for the moments, and the memories.

let it all be good.

peut être juste ketaine. ou sonnant trop irréel. ridicule...mais vrai.
pour être honnête, les gens seront toujours des gens, avec les mêmes sentiments.
on peut tomber en amour avec un étranger. on peut changer une vie aussi, sans le savoir.
et bien c'est sa. ce que je veux vraiment.
changer des vies pour le meilleur.
ok, peut être juste avec des mots. une chanson. un dessin. un livre. un objet. une photo. un sourire...
mais au moins, avec quelque chose.
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# Online seit Samstag, 05. Dezember, 2009 um 16:15

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Come back.


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Come back.



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Stay here.



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Don't go.

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I always wondered. If you really knew what I meant.
I always tought that you would understand.
Somehow I know that some words do remind you.
Are they enough to convince you. Maybe not.
Maybe something will teach you, the truth about this.
The future will not go by unnoticed. With you perhaps.
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# Online seit Freitag, 04. September, 2009 um 12:17

Where did he go.


I walk around heart broken, but smiling.
I walk around in hopes to see you again, in hopes to turn back time.
I walk around searching for a second chance..not even knowing why,

Did you forget everything?
Let me tell you what you're missing now.
How i am trying not to think of you but end up stumbling,
each step wanting to turn me back.
Walking around with them, who sometimes fall in love with me.But then i turn away.
Because my heart only deserves you perhaps.

And you were right. you were more than right then...
That each and everyone is not let to stay, is not let go still...
And they suffer as I did, while i find myself doing the same to them as you did to me.



And i don't even know it. I don't even stay the same.
In hope that someday I will just tell you eveything, out in the open.

Pourquoi est-ce impossible maintenant. d'être libre en amour.
de ne pas fuire lorsque ils avouent leur amour pour toi. De ne pas
les laisser attendre, les laisser de côté, les observant pendant que moi...
je ne sais plus quoi faire quand tu n'est pas la.
Hum. Ta faute. Malheureusement.
jpeux pas te dire merci cette fois-ci...


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Where did he go.
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# Online seit Mittwoch, 02. September, 2009 um 18:24

un choix. Et si jamais c'étais le mauvais


I am still here and there is still us.
Mais pourtant je pense à me sauver.
Partir loin, si loin...
Pour qu'un jour je te manques
et...que tu me rattrappe.
Pour qu'un jour tu me retienne


Devrais-je le faire. Fly away unnoticed. just because I don't know what else to do....Just because I never knew. Just for you to see how it feels. Just for you to want me back, one day..one day.
Je partirais, sachant que je ne le fais pas pour de vrai. Je partirais ayant toujours un regard en arrière. Pour te voir courir vers moi.


un jour.

un jour. Demain. Dans une semaine. Dans un mois. Dans des années? one day. When?

Should I? Is there another way out. Into love.
C'est plus fort que moi, je t'aime encore,.
mais je ne peux pas être heureuse, je ne sais plus comment.
Je t'aime
mais tu ne comprend rien, absolument rien.
j'ai peur. J'ai juste peur de te perdre à tout jamais.
Juste parceque tu ne comprend pas.

______________________________________________________Pourquoi. Je ne sais plus aimer
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# Online seit Samstag, 04. Juli, 2009 um 11:25

Wait a moment. Stand still. See what you never noticed before.

Wait a moment. Stand still. See what you never noticed before.

sous son charme.

Je suis encore la, assise en pensant
sachant bien plus que toi, et tu l'ignores
tu prétends que tout va bien, que rien a changé
mais moi je sais, je le savais, je le vois, je le sens
mais je t'aime

La confiance est partie, mais je t'aime encore
la fille est amoureuse de lui, encore plus
mais il lui manque même quand il est à ses côtés
amoureuse d'un pauvre con qui ne comprend rien

je continurais à voler dans les nuages
je ne cherche plus rien
il est la quand il veut
un jour il réalisera qui je suis vraiment
et tout ce que j'ai fait pour lui
un jour il verra, il réalisera, et courrera vers moi

en espérant que ce jour. je ne serais pas encore partie
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# Online seit Freitag, 03. Juli, 2009 um 21:34